Commentary #26: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 21)

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Favorite Recurring Character

I can pick one show, but not just one character!

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I’m a total Gleek.

Yup, I loved Glee from Day 1. It’s one show that I stalked online, watched every episode (even though the last two seasons totally flunked), and I own almost every CD that has been released. I even have the beat-up  red-and-yellow rubber key chain on my key ring – It always makes me smile.


So, today, I choose the following recurring characters!

Enjoy!

Brittany S. Pierce (portrayed by Heather Morris)

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She’s a complete ditz, but she makes me laugh.

And can we talk about how she absolutely slayed the Britney Spears episodes?! Wow!!

Blaine Anderson (portrayed by Darren Criss)

Blaine won my heart when he sang “Teenage Dream” to Kurt!!

Sam Evans (portrayed by Chord Overstreet)

What a voice!

Rory Flanagan (portrayed by Damian McGinty)

Irish accent.

Adorable.

Enough said!


Excuse me while I hop off the blog and hop over to YouTube, to play a ton of the Glee songs!

Have you seen Glee?


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #25: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 20)

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Favorite Show Adapted to Movie

So many shows, and movies!

But, I have to go with another classic today.

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The Muppet Show!

So far, there have been 10 movies that have been adapted from The Muppet Show. Wow!

  • The Muppet Movie (1979)
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  • The Great Muppet Caper (1981)
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  • The Muppets Take Manhattan (1984)
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  • The Muppet Christmas Carol (1992)
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  • Muppet Treasure Island (1996)
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  • Muppets From Space (1999)
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  • It’s A Very Merry Muppet Christmas Movie (2002)
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  • The Muppets’ Wizard of Oz (2005)
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  • The Muppets (2011)
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  • Muppets Most Wanted (2014)

Out of the 10 listed, I’ve seen all of them.

I re-watch The Muppet Christmas Carol almost every year.

My all-time favorite is Muppet Treasure Island. It never gets old!

I think my least favorite is Muppets From Space.


Did you watch The Muppet Show?

Have you seen any of these movies?

Do you have a favorite?

I’d love to hear your thoughts!


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #24: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 19)

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Favorite Sitcom

Argh! These favorite posts are so difficult!

I’ve liked a lot of sitcoms (situational comedies) over the years. I’ve referenced several through this series already – Full House, The Big Bang Theory, and Last Man Standing. And I’m sure more will come up by the end of the month!


But, I have to say that my all-time favorite is a classic.

I Love Lucy

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I was laughing the entire time as I was searching for images for this post. Everything about this show was so funny. Lucille Ball was an amazing actress!


Do you have memories of watching I Love Lucy?


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #23: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 18)

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Favorite Guest Appearance

Oh, wow.

I can pick one show, but I can’t one favorite!

The Big Bang Theory is known for its amazing guest stars / appearances.

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My select few are listed below. The star’s name is first, and then the titles in quotes are the titles of the episodes that they starred in:

I can’t pick just one!!

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Have you seen The Big Bang Theory?

Do you like it, or not?


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #22: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 17)

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Favorite TV Animal

This one, no pun intended, was quite a challenge!

I love animals, in general.

When first thinking about this one, I thought of Lassie, Kermit The Frog, Flipper, Miss Piggy, Rocky and Bullwinkle, Snoopy, Woodstock, and a few others. There are so many!

Then, I remembered one of my favorite shows from my childhood!

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Wishbone was one of those shows that I watched every day after school. When I started reading the classics, I knew a lot of the stories already, mainly because of Wishbone!

For example, when I first read Tom Sawyer, The Man in the Iron Mask, and Ivanhoe, I found myself imagining Wishbone in costume! I found myself wanting to read all of the books that were featured on the show. Who knew that a little dog would inspire me to read so many different books?

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Did you watch Wishbone? Did you read the books?

The entire series is available on YouTube!

And like Wishbone says, visit your local library!


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #21: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Day 16)

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Show with Most Seasons

I’ve seen several shows with a lot of seasons.

My first instinct would have been Cold Case, since I’ve seen every episode of all 7 seasons.

As I started counting seasons of shows, I thought of Full House (8 seasons), and Castle (8 seasons), and Forensic Files (14 seasons).

However, I’ve also seen every episode of ER. I don’t own all of the seasons on DVD, but since ER ended with 15 seasons, that’s my choice!

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ER is action-packed and a great show!


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Commentary #20: “July TV Show Photo Challenge” (Days 1-15)

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I just discovered / stumbled upon Getting Through Anxiety through a few other blogs earlier this week, and I loved her TV show challenge posts so much, that I wanted to try this for myself!

I’ve tried month-long challenges like this before, typically through Facebook posts. Most of the time, though, I’ve failed miserably, or given up within a couple of days.

Since I discovered this challenge close to the halfway point of July, I’ve decided to summarize the first 15 posts here, and then post the remainder on a daily basis until the end of the month.

I think I’m up to the task!


  1. Favorite TV Show
  2. Favorite Season of Favorite Show
  3. Favorite Crime Show
  4. Favorite Animated Show
  5. Favorite Character
  6. TV Crush
  7. Show From 80s
  8. TV Best Friend
  9. Most Hated TV Show
  10. Show from 90s
  11. Show from 2000s
  12. Favorite TV Relationship
  13. Most Hated TV Relationship
  14. Show with Best Lines
  15. Favorite Superhero Show

Favorite TV Show

Ooooh, there are so many favorites!

But, my favorite show of all-time, one where I can watch episodes over and over and over again, is …

Cold Case

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At this point, my understanding is you can only watch full episodes in syndication – The ION televsion channel has run regular marathons in the past, for example.

YouTube has a good collection of clips, but due to copyright issues regarding the music used in the show, I don’t think the series will EVER be released on DVD, and that makes me super sad!

I’m sure there are other websites that advertise the full episodes, but I’m always a little leery of these types of sites. I don’t want to give my laptop a nasty virus!

Regardless, Cold Case is one of my absolute favorite shows. I love the cast, I love the drama, and I especially love the history angle involved in the episodes.


Favorite Season of Favorite Show

Season 4 of Cold Case

This was one of the most emotional seasons, in my opinion.

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Here’s a few recommended episodes:

“Forever Blue” (Photo below)

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“Saving Sammy”

“Lonely Hearts”

“8:03 AM”

“The Good-Bye Room”

“A Dollar, A Dream” – You may recognize Jennifer Lawrence in this one!

“Stand Up and Holler”

Each individual episode typically covers a different time period, and I feel the writers have done a good job of balancing the past with the present. They have always tried to show important facets and facts of life – Bullying, shootings, unwed mothers, homophobia, homelessness, loneliness, love, heartbreak, peer pressure, racism, sexism – Not only in this season, but in all seven seasons.


Favorite Crime Show

CSI: NY

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New York is where I was born. Even though I have no memory of living there (We moved to Alexandria, Virginia when I was two-years-old), there’s a huge part of me that identifies with the city. I was born 15 weeks premature, and every summer until my 16th birthday, my parents took me back to the hospital where I was born to see the doctors and nurses that took care of me. My high school orchestra received the tremendous opportunity to play at Carnegie Hall in April 2007, so that was a thrill as well.

To this day, I enjoy visiting the city. I dreamed of living there when I was younger, but now I’m happy to have stayed in Virginia! My goal now is to get my husband to visit with me, at least once 🙂

CSI: NY is my favorite of the CSI: series. I’ve enjoyed all of them, having some family connections to Miami as well, but the team and the city they live and work in captured my heart very quickly. Gary Sinise is perfect as Mac Taylor, and the rest of the cast fits very well. I found myself attached to all of them, at some point.


Favorite Animated Show

Scooby-Doo, Where Are You!

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I’ve always liked mysteries, and I’ve enjoyed seeing Scooby and the gang figure them out.

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Favorite Character

I couldn’t pick just one!

Lilly Rush – Cold Case

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Lilly is smart, courageous, and hard-working. I admire her strength. She has quite a rough-and-tumble backstory, and her being one of the first female in the Philadelphia cold case unit is fitting.

Frank Reagan – Blue Bloods

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I fell in love with Blue Bloods because of my parents. The cast is stellar. And, no surprise here, the series is set in New York.

Frank Reagan has one of the toughest jobs – NYPD Commissioner. He’s excellent at his job. Besides work, he’s an awesome patriarch. I would’ve loved to have had him as a father or grandfather.

Jamie Reagan – Blue Bloods

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Aside from his father, Frank, Jamie is my favorite. He’s handsome, tough, and just a great guy. He appears to be the epitome of a police officer – Tough, smart, funny, has a good rapport with his partner, colleagues, and family; and community-oriented. I think he would make a great brother.

I first fell in love with Will Estes on another show – American Dreams. It only lasted for three seasons on NBC, but it was a decent historical drama.

Eve Baxter – Last Man Standing

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Eve is my favorite of the Baxter girls (Read on for more about her siblings, Kristin and Mandy). She’s still in high school, but she’s funny, sensible, hard-working, and determined. I have great admiration for her character.


TV Crush

All-time favorite: Richard Castle from Castle

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Swoon! I’ve loved Castle from the beginning. I knew Fillion from Firefly and Serenity, but I took to Richard Castle immediately. I found myself wishing, a lot, that I was Stana Katic!

Close second: Derek Morgan from Criminal Minds

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It was really hard to choose between Morgan and Reid (See below). But Morgan is a smooth-talker, tough, and hot! Haha.

I also love, love, love his relationship with Garcia (Read on for more!). I found myself going back week after week to see their interactions!

Third: Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds

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Reid is goofy, and nerdy as all-get-out. I love his character! He’s a genius, and I love his interactions with the rest of the team.

Fourth: Barry Allen / The Flash from The Flash

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Grant Gustin is a local boy (Norfolk, Virginia). So handsome! The show is pretty kick-ass, too. He’s a forensic scientist (Awesome), and doubles as one of the coolest superheroes ever (Fantastic)! He’s almost perfect for the character!


Show from 80s

Full House

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I didn’t watch Full House while it was on the air; I was too young.

However, I discovered it in syndication on ABC Family in college, and fell hard. I found myself planning my classes around the TV schedule! I’ve seen every episode!

And, if you haven’t seen Fuller House on Netflix, I recommend watching it. It’s pretty good! Check out how I plowed through season 1 within 24 hours. I can’t wait for season 2!


TV Best Friend

This was one of the toughest ones to pick!

For me, I would love to have Penelope Garcia from Criminal Minds as my best friend.

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She’s smart, goofy, funny, and I absolutely adore the relationship she has with Morgan. Her style is a bit wacky, but it just adds to her character! She’s a seriously cool chick and I would absolutely love to be friends with her. I can see myself hanging out with her a lot.


Most Hated TV Show

Supergirl

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Ugh. I tried so hard to like this show! I was very excited when I heard that Melissa Benoist (Glee) was chosen as the star. I’m hoping that the decision to move season 2 over to The CW will help. I’m not holding out much hope, though.


Show from 90s

ER

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I credit my parents (again) for getting me into ER. They recorded it first on VHS, and then the DVR, almost every week. Once I was old enough to stay up late and watch it, I loved the drama, action, and characters. It lasted for 15 seasons from 1994-2009, and was a juggernaut. I own most of the series on DVD!


Show from 2000s

Criminal Minds

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Based on several character profiles already mentioned in this post, you can probably tell that Criminal Minds quickly became one of my favorites when it premiered in 2005. I like the work that the Behavioral Analysis Unit (BAU) does, and in college, I even considered applying for the FBI because of the show.

The only drawback is that the show is so vivid for me, I can’t watch the show at night anymore. I’ve had several terrible nightmares from the graphic portrayals of crimes in the show.

Other than that, I’ve found myself getting attached to many of the characters and their interactions. The show is action-packed, too.


Favorite TV Relationship

This one is a three-way-tie.

Uncle Jesse and Aunt Becky – Full House

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When I first discovered the show in college, I quickly fell in love with these two and their relationship. They’re silly, funny, quirky, and great parents to their boys.

Derek Morgan and Penelope Garcia – Criminal Minds

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I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again – I love these two! They are perfect for each other.

Castle and Beckett – Castle

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These two are amazing! They’ve had their challenges throughout their series, but I admire their determination.


Most Hated TV Relationship

This one was a near-tie between two of the sisters on Last Man Standing.

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However, the one that’s bugged me the most has been Kristin Baxter and Ryan Vogelson. I liked Kristin’s character early on, but I loathed Ryan, especially in the beginning. It made me so upset that he left Kristin when she got pregnant with their son. I can remember getting irritated as soon as Ryan came on screen in many episodes!

However, his character started to improve as the seasons have progressed. I’m still a bit leery of their relationship as a whole, but who am I to judge? They’re just characters on TV. Frankly, Kristin’s sister Mandy doesn’t treat Kyle very kindly, either!

Despite my personal opinions, I’m going to keep watching the series, in part, because of their relationships. We’ll see how this goes with the new season in fall 2016!


Show with Best Lines

Last Man Standing

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I remember watching a few seasons of Home Improvement, and enjoying Tim Allen. He’s so funny! At this point, Al and I have watched every episode of Last Man Standing, and are eagerly awaiting the new season to premiere this fall. It’s a great comedy, and we’ve found ourselves quoting several lines over the years. If you haven’t watched it, we both recommend it. All seasons are currently available on Netflix.


Favorite Superhero Show

The Flash

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I’m not a huge superhero/sci-fi fan in terms of TV shows, but The Flash is the one that has stuck with me since the very first episode. It’s well-written, and the cast is great. I’m very excited for season 3 to premiere this fall!


Look for my daily posts for the rest of July, starting tomorrow!


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Book Review #13: “No Ordinary Sound: A Melody Classic”

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“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”

~Martin Luther King, Jr.


I have a long history with the American Girl brand. I was fortunate enough to have amassed quite a collection of the books before I received my first doll on Christmas Day, 1996 – My very own “American Girl of Today” that I promptly named Stephanie.

Since the early 1990s, I’ve read nearly every AG historical book that has been released. My original personal collection was eventually given away to other girls that wanted to read them, but the libraries I’ve visited have always had them in stock.


When the company announced that they were revamping their historical line of dolls into the “BeForever” collection, I was super skeptical, and actually really upset.

But then, I realized, that the company was probably doing it to expand their books, dolls, and worlds into more lives of girls and women.

At this point, I’ve accepted the change, and started to embrace it.

I’m slowly getting around to reading the revamped books. This one was the first one that I purchased, and I’m happy I did so. I plan to donate this to my local library very soon, so other girls and women have a chance to read it.

When Melody’s character was announced earlier this year, I was immediately intrigued. This was their first African-American historical doll to be released since Addy! And I don’t think it’s a coincidence that their timelines are exactly 100 years apart (1864 and 1964).

I love stories/media that come out of the 20th century, probably because of Mr. Allen’s 20th Century History class that I took in my senior year of high school. I’ve found myself drawn toward the period between The Great Depression / World War II and the end of 1970s, in particular. I can’t explain why, but I’ve greatly enjoyed learning as much as I can about that time period.


I flew through Melody’s first volume over the 4th of July weekend. I know it is written for younger girls, roughly 170 pages, but I still get great pleasure out of seeing how these authors construct their characters and their worlds. And I can tell that every detail is researched and carefully constructed, so that the historical accuracy shines through.

While reading, I felt great sympathy for Melody and her family, working together to live in 1963 Detroit amidst the struggles that African-Americans faced. I was born at the end of the ’80s, as a white female, so all I know about the Civil Rights Movement is through oral or written histories.

At the same time, I found myself drawing several comparisons to the world we live in now, in 2016. African-Americans still struggle immensely. There is widespread media coverage on many issues: Housing, jobs, poverty, #BlackLivesMatter, prejudice, protests, calls for justice. The list seems endless.

I wrote this post a few days ago, still reeling from the events of this last week. Alton Sterling and Philando Castile were shot and killed by law enforcement officers in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, and Falcon Heights, Minnesota, outside of Minneapolis. And then, last Thursday night, 12 police officers in Dallas, Texas were shot, as peaceful protests on behalf and in memory of Sterling and Castile were underway. It was the deadliest day for police since September 11, 2001.

And those are the stories the media is currently covering / focused on / obsessed with – There are plenty more stories that are not being covered.

It makes me sick.


And as I think about all of that, I realize more and more that I use reading as a true escape from the world that I / we currently live in. I surround myself with fiction and historical fiction (and non-fiction too) to get away from the reality. It may sound like a cop-out (No pun intended), but I think reading, and writing, are two things that help keep me sane in this crazy world.

I applaud the author and all the sources she used to create a historically accurate world of a little girl trying to make her way, and let her light shine, through a tumultuous time in our storied history. I hope to get my hands on volume 2 very soon.

4 1/2 out of 5 stars.


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Book Review #12: “This Is Where It Ends”

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“You can’t always keep your loved ones with you. You can’t always settle your life in one place. The world was made to change. But as long as you cherish the memories and make new ones along on the way, no matter where you are, you’ll always be at home.”
Marieke Nijkamp, This Is Where It Ends


This is the second book from my 2016 Reading Challenge!


Back in early January, when I decided to embark on the reading challenge, I was immediately drawn toward this book. I remember reading the description on Goodreads, and then seconds later, heading for Amazon to order it.

It took me until the middle of June to finish it, but oh well!


I think my expectations were a bit high with this book. I admire what Nijkamp has attempted to accomplish here. But, considering I was wrapping up this book just days after the terrible massacre in Orlando, Florida, I felt a bit desensitized. To me, it felt like Columbine, but “updated” for 2016.

Also, this book is told from four different perspectives. I took that as a challenge when I decided to buy this book. If you remember my review of the Divergent trilogy, I have struggled with multi-perspective novels.

I’ve always had a strange fascination with crime and investigations and forensics. I’ve watched every episode of Cold Case and Forensic Files. This book took a high school shooting in a small Alabama town, and tried to put a modern spin on it. I appreciated Nijkamp’s attention to certain details, in particular, incorporating social media aspects.


But the multiple perspectives, once again, tripped me up. I really wanted to like it and make it work with my brain. However, since I wasn’t able to finish the book in quick succession, I had to backtrack a couple of times to find my place before I could forage ahead. That really bothered me.

On a more positive note, I liked the characters, and how they were all connected, in some way, to the shooter. Nijkamp was really invested in these characters and I could tell that she wanted to explore every detail possible, in the limited time frame that the book was set. Seeing the connections really made me want to finish the book, to see what the outcome was.

The ending was a bit of a letdown, and it was unsettling. But, as I was explaining these feelings to my husband, Al, he brought up a good point. The plot centers around a high school shooting, and the real-life massacre in Orlando had just happened. What more was I expecting?

I wondered that, too.

4 out of 5 stars.


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂

Hot Topic #14: The Brock Turner Case

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The case of Brock Turner has lit up every aspect of social media and news/media outlets in the last eight days.

I first caught wind of the story from Facebook. I sat on the living room couch, mesmerized by the survivor’s impact statement that she gave in court. Tears came to my eyes. I felt sick the entire time.

Even before I knew Brock Turner’s name, I immediately wanted to sucker punch him.

I wanted him to experience a taste of his own medicine – How would it feel for him to be unconscious, digitally penetrated, groped, and assaulted for 20 minutes behind a dumpster?

Would he feel like he wanted to shed his body “like a jacket and leave it behind in the hospital with everything else?”


Then, on Thursday, I found this link on Facebook:

I’m a Dad of 3 Boys. I Married a Rape Victim – & I Have Something to Say to Brock Turner’s Father

I read it, and one section resonated with me immediately:

Trauma has a way of blocking the logic centers of the brain and reducing its survivors to their most primitive survival instincts. When I touch my wife, nearly 13 years after her rape, she can be triggered into an immediate fight or flight response. We never know when, or if, it will happen because Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) often has no rhyme or reason. Her body remembers what her mind can’t. Sexual desire was non-existent for years, and is just now only slowly coming back. For years I couldn’t understand why she didn’t have the same desire for me that I do for her. It isn’t that she doesn’t want to, it’s that she can’t. The trauma she experienced has caused her primitive brain to associate sex with danger.

That exact scenario has happened to me, with Al, more times than I wish to count. It’s been tough, having been together for nearly six years now, and married for nearly seven months.


Let me stop for a second and clarify:

I was not raped, but I nearly was in 2009 by my ex-boyfriend, John Ivey. At the time, I was able to stop him, but only by screaming at the absolute top of my lungs, proclaiming, over and over and over, “Stop. No. I’m not ready. I’m not ready. I’m not ready.”

Sadly, many rape survivors are overpowered by their rapists. I’m talking about men, women, and children.

Over the years, I’ve read countless articles about other survivors.

Here are a few that have stuck with me.

I’ve also re-posted the impact statement from Brock Turner’s survivor, first published by BuzzFeed on June 3rd.

If you haven’t read it, I encourage you to do so. It’s already impacted my life.


I feel grateful that my situation wasn’t worse. I was abused from late 2006 through Friday, July 17, 2010, when I finally gathered the courage to break up with John, to tell him to his face that I wasn’t happy, that I had changed into a person that I didn’t recognize, that it was over.

I felt liberated.

Sadly, there are so many in this world that don’t, can’t, feel that way.

My heart breaks for them.

I never was molested by a family member, abused before middle school, assaulted by a coach or a priest that a survivor trusted. The list is endless.

Writing this post brought back some of my memories and experiences, but I know I am strong.

I survived.

I’m able to tell my story freely.

It isn’t easy. I haven’t shared my story with everyone that I know.

My parents don’t know the entire story, the entire 3 1/2 years, although they were two of the first to recognize that I was being manipulated and taken advantage of.

However, I’m grateful for their undying support, along with Al, several friends, professors, counselors, and therapists. I’m also thankful that I was raised as a strong Christian. I say that because I relied heavily on my faith during my experiences, although I may not have realized it at the time.

I only have hazy memories of my freshman, sophomore, and junior years of college, which makes me sad. College is supposed to be one of the best times of someone’s life.

But, at the same time, I think of the survivors who have hazy memories of their entire childhood, or not have any memories at all.

I feel humbled, knowing that I was able to escape from John.

Many people have never escaped at all.


Until the next headline, Laura Beth 🙂